amazingly, the quilt that "appeared" today supports my new effort in a humorous way:
she had lived long enough to know that these moments of clarity - like the one she was feeling now - were few and far between and couldn't be summoned. they just appear. "no way am i fritterin' away this moment!" she said as she grabbed a pencil and paper and started writing her plan to change all the things she usually ignored...
so...no more fritterin' away time on the computer today! i'm out the door to get some exercise!